Saturday, August 2, 2014

Gratitude Journal – Day 10 – July 10, 2014

Ten Year Plan

When Robert & I met 11 years ago, retirement was not a topic we thought about or discussed. After all, we were in our prime and were focused on the here and now, on getting our families together and on becoming a part of the community. Our motto was, and still is, “Work hard, Play hard”.

Robert put in countless hours and achieved his goal of becoming an Executive Sous Chef, which came with many more hours in the ‘kitchen’ than at home. I woke most mornings, only to reach over to an empty pillow on his side of the bed as he had already gone to work. I would struggle to remember if he woke me to say, “Goodbye baby, I love you” before he left. Invariably, he did just that every morning, even if I was still sleeping. One day in 2011, after 28 years with The Hyatt, Robert called to tell me that he was going to retire. It certainly wasn’t that he couldn’t keep up, but did realize that it was time to slow down and focus on his dream of making music a bigger part of his life.

He searched for the perfect job to meet his obligations for his son, who is still in school, and found a job as a cook. Being a cook all of those years ago in Maui was how he began his journey, and now he would be able to focus again on why he got into the hospitality industry which is the love of cooking. The agreement with Chef was that he wouldn’t try to take his job, and that Chef would work around Robert’s work schedule. This plan worked perfectly until the very end.

Robert began thinking again of real retirement and put in his 15 month notice at work as his son would be graduating in 2015. We laughed and laughed, and talked of how he would play solo gigs at venues during the day, and with Kona in the evenings. Then on Tuesday, June 17th we talked of what we would both do when we retired. With another good ten years of my career left, I asked what he thought of retiring in Hawaii in 2025. I wish that I had taken a picture of his face as he said, “Really? We can move back to Hawaii?!” We made a decision not to share our plan with anyone until we had a chance to talk with Kawehi, his darling sister. He asked me if I could really bear getting rid of lots of ‘stuff’ and we both realized that ‘stuff’ should never stop us from realizing our dreams.

On Wednesday morning, as I was at my desk at work, I received a text from Robert that said, “Dicing fresh mango, and thinking about our new ten-year plan. I love you!” It was then that we started our text count down. 3,650 Days to go on Wednesday morning, June 18th.  As we were out at Ronnie John’s Saturday evening, I overheard Robert telling our friends about our ten-year plan to move home to Hawaii with such a sense of excitement. I smiled and said I didn’t think we were going to tell anyone yet, to which he replied that he was so excited he had to share the news. We continued our conversation about our ten-year plan late Saturday into the wee hours of Sunday at the local Waffle House over decaf coffee and waffles with scrambled eggs.

As we woke and got ready for church the next morning, I sent myDarlin’ Robert one last text message. 3,646.   I am so grateful that Robert and I had these precious conversations, and that I was able to see the excitement in his eyes as he looked to our future. It is these ordinary moments of life that we look back upon and realize just how extraordinary they really are.


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